Because I really do mean them and I know I’ve wasted my shot at saying it so so so many times in the past that it’s just kind of ridiculous at this point, but I want to say it. I know I’ve had many chances before where I could have said it, or where I should have said it — but I didn’t. I know there’s really no excuse for that but truth is, I was being hardheaded and stubborn because I was scared and insecure. I didn’t trust myself enough to trust you and open up to you and be fully honest with you. And thing is, what you did really hurt me, but I did some hurting too. And if there’s anything left for me to say, it’s those three words. 

Forgotten. Left behind. Thrown aside. That’s exactly how I feel. I’d like to call out to you, make you notice me, ask you not to go. But I can’t because you’re already gone. I’m no longer needed.